I've been cheating myself for too long
living as if I was goin nowhere
and no it's wrong
I've been fighting myself for too long
I try, really try to keep my head up high
but I know it's wrong, and I should really know better
but it's been so long.

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I no, I wanna feel
but I'm afraid to show it
inside so real, no one else would know it
hold u, no lies
cutting deeper I can hear my soul cry
come on testify
come on testify

I've been lying to myself for too long
silence... is my only comfort
and I know it's wrong but I can't change the weather
it's been too long

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To the friends that I lost on the way
To the friends I've been pusing away
You could say I've made it but I'm jaded
and it's all of ur fault

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